This new feeling filled my lungs once again and it almost choke me. I've always had this weird trembling and coldness inside. I feel like tensing up with every move. It will be another year. Another year of homeworks, projects and activities. But then, there're always fun and enjoyment in each and every lesson to took up. This is it. The first step feels like a whole new level. A different stage of my life. I just...........entered my third year in high school.
Easing my quite nervousness, I roamed my eyes through the place, searching for a vacant seat. After saying greetings to my former classmates scattered there inside, I found it, my assigned seat. Putting down the heavy bag is such an easy task but feels a little awkward with new faces to see. figuring it's Monday morning and from past experience, there's flag ceremony. New grade, new line. We moved and to no surprise, the ceremony was the same. Meeting the new adviser and knowing my cleaning assignment. It's here. It's the same but, not really.
The first day was like the terror day for me. I wasn't that familiar with the junior year teachers and it's like, 'whew, got to do some introduction again', since and of course, they don't know my name. Surprisingly, for me, it came out pretty well and somewhat fast enough. I figured out, 'I survived', and knowing that I'll be back home in a couple of minutes eased my nerves.
The next two days were 'oh my God, what are these?' day. Second and third day, it's the Diagnostic test. Since it's like the pre-assessment of what we know, it's fine but still, personally, I did not do well on the exam. The whole exam times where there are questions i don't know or understand so I did my only choice, I guessed. These two days seemed like 'what should I do?' but to my realizations of the scenario, I felt somewhat comfortable and that's the time when I told myself, 'here I am, I won't turn my back and just have fun'.
After the dreadful experience with the exam, the last two days were quite normal for me. I guess it's just the environment. The lessons are like, the more complex part of what I or we, my classmates and I, already know. But again, after two-months of vacation, I can barely recall most of my past lessons. So what I would do is to focus more and listen more.
The last day seemed so nice but with carrying our own chair out to the Science Center, it's pretty difficult. My arms almost fall off because of the weight but I managed. As for the lessons and topics for the said day it's so much fun. For every subject, the funniness of our class can't be omitted. Even with teachers complaining about our noise, no one can stop it. So far for the whole week, yes, I'm doing well but I don't know if this will last. And I hope that it will.
After the dreadful experience with the exam, the last two days were quite normal for me. I guess it's just the environment. The lessons are like, the more complex part of what I or we, my classmates and I, already know. But again, after two-months of vacation, I can barely recall most of my past lessons. So what I would do is to focus more and listen more.
The last day seemed so nice but with carrying our own chair out to the Science Center, it's pretty difficult. My arms almost fall off because of the weight but I managed. As for the lessons and topics for the said day it's so much fun. For every subject, the funniness of our class can't be omitted. Even with teachers complaining about our noise, no one can stop it. So far for the whole week, yes, I'm doing well but I don't know if this will last. And I hope that it will.
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